[The more she hears about this poor girl, the more disgust pools in the pit of her stomach. What kind of place did he come from?] Test subject...? What the hell did he do to her—

[She stopped, swallowing past the lump in her throat. She can't even imagine what it would take for someone to do that to a child. To their own child. And yet she knew there were twisted people out there.]

When you put things like that, I can see why the alternative might look more appealing. What a disgrace.