[ Oh. He doesn't expect to see Jon on the other end and he shows his surprise for a moment.

He wouldn't have been so pessimistic if he'd known he was talking to a kid, but... oh well. He's going through what Adam is going through, too. ]

The worst. [ He looks away from the camera, clearly ashamed of himself. It's easier to talk about it to someone like Jon, though. ] It was a demon, not a person. It took over my hands and eyes and it... made me almost kill my boyfriend. It can't control me anymore, but I still think about it all the time.