For what?

[ He continues to play with Steve's hair to keep his hands occupied. Otherwise he'd start fidgeting and the last thing he wishes to do is leave room for doubt. But he is gentle as he brushes a kiss against Steve's forehead. ]

I didn't simply ask for you, to measure you up to this decision. I asked for me. I rather know than . . . leave it to doubt. To never ask and never know. Do not be sorry that your calling is elsewhere. Be proud of it.