[ ...god he's right NOW HE SOUNDS SO STUPID, HOW EMBARRASSING AUGH. ]
i still miss him a lot i feel guilty whenever i find someone attractive but then i get angry because i'm still alone i mean he could have said something good-bye or come with me or whatever and i'm tired of feeling lonely and depressed about it
i mean i don't know if i'm ready for something committed i feel like this whole experience fucked me up a little i just hate missing him
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i still miss him
a lot
i feel guilty whenever i find someone attractive
but then i get angry because i'm still alone
i mean he could have said something
good-bye or come with me or whatever
and i'm tired of feeling lonely and depressed about it
i mean i don't know if i'm ready for something committed
i feel like this whole experience fucked me up a little
i just
hate missing him
...
besides
it's
been a while