yeah when i think about who i was then i think my mental state really took a hit sometimes it's all foggy like i forget stuff that happened then but generally speaking it was not a good time for anyone
right now i think maybe its a bit of both i want to learn what it's like to be me since it's not 'me and him' anymore but i also don't know if i'll ever be over him as much as i wish i could be and if i'm being honest here i kind of want to have fun instead of moping around about stuff i can't do anything about
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when i think about who i was then
i think my mental state really took a hit
sometimes it's all foggy
like i forget stuff that happened then
but generally speaking it was not a good time for anyone
right now i think maybe its a bit of both
i want to learn what it's like to be me
since it's not 'me and him' anymore
but i also don't know if i'll ever be over him as much as i wish i could be
and if i'm being honest here
i kind of want to have fun
instead of moping around about stuff i can't do anything about