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[bespredel]

[ Did Yuri literally go out and buy a burner phone just so he could make this post under the guise of anonymity? Yes, yes he did. Is he also a painfully predictable sixteen year old who thinks he's more clever about aforementioned anonymity than he actually is? Most definitely. Pretty much anyone who knows Yuri even slightly is going to see the hell through that username- but fuck it, right? This is a god damn important question. And since he and Otabek haven't really. Officially announced things to anyone who isn't considered family, anyway well, this seems like his best bet to get advice without you know... lighting up their relationship to all of Riverview. Not that Yuri doesn't want to do that, eventually- but they're still in their fledgling stages. He's just not quite ready yet. ]

So I just started dating someone recently and like. They're really cool, and great, and have been way too nice to me in the presents department- so I want to pay them back, you know? Spoil them too. Problem is- they're really hard to shop for. Like. They're so cool but also minimalist and it's fucking hard, okay. I keep feeling like all of my ideas are okay, but not good enough for someone as great as he is. And I want to do something that's like- the best. The absolute best. Money isn't really a concern but, being reasonable is better than not. I don't think he'd appreciate the stupid champagne and diamonds treatment... that's so lame... diamonds aren't even rare. Also, it's probably way too soon for diamonds. I don't want to scare him off-

[ This is about the point where Yuri realizes he's rambling, and that he's getting off track because he's so fucking nervous. ]

I've never been in a relationship before. And I want to make it as good for him as he does for me.

tl;dr gift suggestions for the coolest guy on the planet who also seems to have everything he wants needed, assholes with basic bitch suggestions not welcome, or wanted.

Comments

[jedies]

No doubt.

But those people exist everywhere. I can only hope when I meet them, they'll make a better choice. Nothing I've seen has led me to believe otherwise.

[bespredel]

Yeah, I guess so. I mean,
you would think people would get a clue- that that kind of bullshit only hurts more than it helps. But whatever, I'm not a babysitter for people's moral compass.

[jedies]

Well, not everyone is fortunate enough to have those clues to begin with. It usually comes with time.

[bespredel]

Time shime. It only takes one second to open your damn eyes to the way the world is, some people just don't care to look around.

Sometimes I wish I could still see the manufactured fantasy of all good in the world, but I guess these days I'm just a cynic.

[jedies]

Does it help?

[ Obi-Wan has never been cynical. He can't fully comprehend it. Even in the worst of times. And he's been through worse. ]

[bespredel]

It keeps me from being overly disappointed. From getting my hopes up. But it also makes me more determined.

The only one who is going to work for me is me. The only person who isn't going to let me down? That's also me.

...

And now, maybe him. Because that's trust in our relationship. As hard as it is for someone like me to give. But I guess that says it all for how I feel, huh.

[jedies]

It does say volumes. You're very fortunate.

[bespredel]

Yeah, I really am. And that's why I want to find something to give to him that just- that says that. Says what he means to me; that I trust him like I do. It doesn't come easy, and I don't give it freely.

[jedies]

Well I hope you find the best solution. I apologize for not having better suggestions.

[bespredel]

Someone else gave me a really good idea, so... I think I'm okay for now.

Thanks anyways, though. At least you tried.

[jedies]

Of course. I'm always happy to try.