[ Ugh. Now he's gone an made a huge mess of things, hasn't he? He didn't want Genji to respond or see this for that reason. He knew he couldn't...lie or hide from the other man. At least he's thankful for not being able to speak because he's not sure how he'd ever say what he's going to say without his voice breaking. ]
I want to see you. [ He really, really, does but he's such a mess right now and he doesn't want to bother the other with all of this. He's scared that he'll just make a mess of things with Genji too. He's so bad at this sort of thing. Maybe this is why he should stick to being alone. ]
When I lose control...I will. I can't control it, you saw it when I transformed into that monster. [ He's just a monster underneath it all, isn't he? ]
I'm sorry. I didn't...want to burden you with this. [ But he doesn't have anyone else to really talk to about this. ]
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I want to see you. [ He really, really, does but he's such a mess right now and he doesn't want to bother the other with all of this. He's scared that he'll just make a mess of things with Genji too. He's so bad at this sort of thing. Maybe this is why he should stick to being alone. ]
When I lose control...I will. I can't control it, you saw it when I transformed into that monster. [ He's just a monster underneath it all, isn't he? ]
I'm sorry. I didn't...want to burden you with this. [ But he doesn't have anyone else to really talk to about this. ]