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Shigeru 'beautiful cinnamon roll' Miyata ([personal profile] mysophobic) wrote in [community profile] riverview 2018-01-20 06:34 am (UTC)

[ The slight crack is enough to make Shigeru stiffen slightly. He knew it. He made Genji angry telling him that. But of course he would given what he looks like and how hard this is for him right now. How could Genji not get angry over the fact that Dodger almost killed him? He just felt so...upset and confused about everything relating to Dodger. None of it really mattered to him at all, did it? He was such an idiot.

But at Genji's words and his gentle touch Shigeru's eyes might well with tears again.

He promised himself he wouldn't cry...but he can't help it. His shoulders will shaky as he lets out silent sobs in between wiping his eyes with his bloodied gloves. He's had a...rough couple of days. Between the nightmares, his own pain, and everything else he really could just use some genuine comfort. Genji brings that to him and he's so grateful for that.

He can barely hold his phone so he just...signs something instead. ]


Please just stay with me. [ Just for a little bit. He just really needs someone to be here with him. Otherwise he'll just go back to obsessively cleaning and scrubbing his hands again. He's tired of doing that too, he doesn't want to do it at all but it's hard to break away from when your thoughts are filled with nothing but self hatred and self deprecation. ]

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