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[pietistic]

I'm curious how many people believe in fate here.

If you do, do you believe fates can be changed?

If you don't, what do you believe in?

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[pietistic]

I see.
Well, I do believe in miracles so perhaps things will turn out better than you expect.

It is quite alright.

[burntbridges]

Do you believe that someone who has broken another person's heart, knowing full well that they would, deserves another chance?

[pietistic]

Yes and no.

[burntbridges]

What do you mean by that?

[pietistic]

Would you do it again?

[burntbridges]

I had never intended to in the first place... I can't be sure it wouldn't happen again.

My mind is not always on my side. Sometimes I think very strongly that something is a good idea, when it shouldn't be. Awful things, like... breaking all the glass in the house with my hands, or leaving my daughter outside the wall. Sometimes I would lie awake beside my lover and think of pushing my thumbs through his eyes.

I couldn't honestly tell him that what happened wouldn't happen again. I could only tell him that losing him was the biggest regret of my life.

[pietistic]

It is hard to say for sure but I would say it is worth trying but perhaps you should try to correct some of the things that lead your mind to such places.