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[dothelokimotion]

What would you consider to be unforgivable?

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[dothelokimotion]

That seems a little too soon for an unforgivable action.

[scholiast]

Are you so afraid of committing one?

[dothelokimotion]

I think I've committed too many.

[scholiast]

You aren't alone in that respect

Would you like to talk about it?

[dothelokimotion]

No. What is left to say?

[scholiast]

I don't know.

I have little to no insight on this topic, I was just offering an ear

[dothelokimotion]

I know.

I don't think I'm ready for it.

[scholiast]

That's fine.

You know where to find me when you are, if you'd like.

[dothelokimotion]

Why do you keep offering?

I don't understand it.

[scholiast]

Because I am terrible at talking about these kinds of things, but I've... started to notice that it helps to talk about it. More than I thought it would

Your situation seems similar, so I want you to have that option to try out too

[dothelokimotion]

And then what?

Would it ever get better?

[scholiast]

Perhaps not entirely, not ever. But it becomes easier to bear.

[dothelokimotion]

I don't think it should be. I've always chosen to think of ways outside the more difficult paths.

But I'm tired of it.

[scholiast]

Fair enough.

If you let yourself wallow forever, you aren't helping those you hurt, you know

[dothelokimotion]

It's fine.

I never learned how to help anyway.

[scholiast]

(is it, loki)

And you seem to have no inclination of changing that, either

[dothelokimotion]

Have you?

[scholiast]

Touche.

I... like to think that I'm trying.

[dothelokimotion]

I'm simply a little tired of trying right now.

[scholiast]

Okay.

Should I stop talking to you about it?

[ private ]

[dothelokimotion]

[ it's pitiful. he knows that. ]

I told Thor the truth. Or part of it.

[private]

[scholiast]

(This actually explains a lot.)

I would ask how he took that, but I did chance upon him at the Carnivale in only his bathrobe

Re: [private]

[dothelokimotion]

That was because of Bryn's departure.

I told him it was my fault. Not my death but everything else.

[scholiast]

(Is Bryn gone again? Lucretia makes a mental note to check in with Taako about that later, putting it carefully aside.)

Oh.

And you're afraid that he won't forgive you?

[dothelokimotion]

No. I prefer not being forgiven.

I've ruined everything I set out to do. I wanted to be better. I tried. I really did.

I'll not ruin Thor as well.