First Ax [@the.boneless, video]

[ragnarsson]

[It's clear whoever is using this device is unused to it. The picture shifts around for a few minutes, and Ivar's face furrowed in concentration is seen several times before he finally realizes that it's on. He's sixteen, has blue eyes, and oddly enough, blue sclera as well. There's also an ax tucked at his side. He points the phone he's using outward, showing that he's in the kitchen, seated on a chair. His voice, when he speaks, has a vaguely European accent.] I have figured out what these do.

[He shows in turn the fridge, the sink, and the stove. The last one had caused a few burnt fingers, but hey, he'll survive.] But I still have no idea what this does. [He turns the device to the microwave. He's been playing around with the buttons, and while he's been able to turn it on, he hasn't yet realized food is supposed to go inside of it.] Anyone care to enlighten me?

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[pundemic]

Oh man, really? What's that like?

[She always wondered how her life might have changed if her mom had lived, if maybe she'd have had a little sister, or brother to look after. How much would it have impacted her view of the world? So she is definitely all ears, here. It sounds like at the very least he doesn't hate his siblings, so. a+ there, bro.]

[ragnarsson]

Hard. When I saw all my brothers doing everything first, I was always left trying to catch up to them. I was always trying to prove I could do anything they could, be with any woman they were with, be better with any weapon than they were.

[There's a lot of insecurity lurking right below the surface in Ivar. Sometimes, he thinks that Sigurd was right, and that his whole family only felt pity for him. Why else would they pay him any attention? It couldn't be because he was actually good at what he pushed himself to do now, was it?]

On the other hand, I definitely got more attention from my mother than any of them, so that was nice.

[pundemic]

[That statement gets a rueful little upward tick to her mouth, and she covers it briefly with her hand. Voice or not, some expressions can just carry. She tries not to be envious of other people - and she doubts Viking life was really any better than the one she's got anyway - but having a mother. That must really be something.]

Well... you're here first. Before any of them. So think of how much you can rub their faces in that later, right?

[ragnarsson]

If they believe me. Telling them I ended up in a different world and they might decide I've finally gone crazy...well, crazier. [He's not known for being particularly stable.]

But if they show up here, at least I'll be better adjusted than them. [He knew exactly what they would do if they came through the portal. Swing their weapons first, kill everyone, and ask questions later.]

[pundemic]

Well if they don't believe you they'd be pretty shitty brothers. Isn't that what family's all about?

[She has such an idealized, romanticized version of it in her head. When she thinks of brothers she thinks of Henry and Sam, who would have done anything for each other. Who did do everything for each other.

It still stings.]

[ragnarsson]

They aren't always the nicest. But then neither am I.

[Most brothers didn't make at least one murder attempt on their older brother just because he insulted him. Sigurd and he had a special relationship.]

I don't always like them, but I'm obligated to love them.

[As much as Ivar was capable of loving anyone. He was so different then everyone else in his way of thinking and even feeling something for anyone else was a big deal.]

[pundemic]

[She wrinkles up her nose.]

I don't think that's fair. You shouldn't feel like you have to love people that don't deserve it.

[Family isn't an excuse for anything. But then again, she'd let Joel get away with murder, wouldn't she? So maybe she's a hypocrite.]

[ragnarsson]

Well, they care about me, and I don't deserve it all the time. [He could be awful mean to them when he put his mind to it.] Just because a person does terrible things sometimes doesn't mean you stop loving them.

[His father had abandoned him for ten years. Ivar should have hated him for that. Instead, when he'd come back, he'd found Ragnar an easy person to care about. Maybe it was just part of his natural charm or maybe Ivar was just that desperate to have his father be part of his life. Either way, they'd grown close again in a short amount of time before he'd been cruelly ripped away again from the teenage Viking.]

[pundemic]

I dunno, you seem like a pretty decent guy to me.

[I mean, there's the whole murdering people thing, but Ellie's view of morality is a bit skewed at this point. Killing for revenge, or to survive, those are things she has an intimate understanding of.]

I think there's a difference between people who do terrible things sometimes, when they have to, and people who only do terrible things. I mean, I have no idea what your brothers are like or whatever, so... you know.

[ragnarsson]

Clearly, I'll need to change that opinion.

[Ivar says dryly. He's not a very good person in any sense of the word. Part of it is being a Viking and part of it is just his own cruel nature.]

There is a big difference. It just seems like not everyone sees it that way. The English and the Franks call us barbarians, but it's not as simple as all that. We just do what we must.

[pundemic]

[Somebody with something to prove. She thinks he probably wants to be seen as scary. So she just sort of shrugs. Until he's a dick to her specifically, or somebody she likes for no warranted reason, she won't have a problem with him.]

Well... 'barbarian' seems like something people say about other people when they just don't understand their way of life.

[ragnarsson]

[Ivar's defense mechanism is intimidation. He's used to having to prove himself to people who think he's just a helpless cripple. It's going to take him a long time to realize he doesn't have to do that here.]

Most people never even try. It's easy to dismiss other people out of ignorance.

[The way he likes to dismiss and look down on Christians. He's a bit hypocritical, but at least he's aware enough to note this.]

[pundemic]

[Her tone is pretty fucking wry, all things told.]

Welcome to humans, I guess.