realimperfect: (you cry out in your sleep)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-03 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)

Just need to be mysterious, mn?

They're fun, at first. Distracting may actually be the better word - but sometimes I'd rather just be back wandering the wastes than here at yet another festivity for something I don't actually celebrate.
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[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-04 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)

They mean to keep us happy and occupied while we're here and away from our home worlds, I'm sure, but this is nothing like what my world used to be.
realimperfect: (oh my dead end girl)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-09 02:50 am (UTC)(link)

They don't seem to be, no. Maybe I'm just more careful because of where I was before here..

Well, the tale is that you can leave if you tell them. For right now I'm.. exploring a little more before I ask them to charter me a way back to my version of Earth. I can't hide out here forever, even if home lacks my creature comforts.
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[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-11 01:47 am (UTC)(link)

I try to approach everything in that manner. No good decisions are made on pure emotion, so far as I've ever seen. Or at least.. decisions without difficulty to follow.
realimperfect: (you cry out in your sleep)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-12 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)

Who says they're only meant to keep me alive?
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[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-13 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)

My view of that type of thing may be skewed from others, admittedly. Where I come from emotion was considered unnecessary in all things, so.

To be fair, what I consider an emotional decision may not be one to other people.
realimperfect: (oh my dead end girl)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-14 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)

A concession. Or a.. breaking free, depending.

Pulling away from my own habits has proven to be a struggle, from time to time, even if they were things I chafed against in my life before here.
realimperfect: (love will tear us apart again)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-16 12:21 am (UTC)(link)

They are. Anyway, considering the chances here the moment I lose those habits I'll be told it's time to go back to my time and everyone there will be shell shocked at me.

Oh well. Not the first time, after all.
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[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-16 01:58 am (UTC)(link)

I didn't allow it to, that's not the problem more than how.. sudden the change will appear to them.

But any adjustment takes time.
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[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-17 12:40 am (UTC)(link)

And what makes you so assured?
realimperfect: (you cry out in your sleep)

[personal profile] realimperfect 2017-10-18 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)

We share that, then. At least in part.