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[mysophobic]

What do you do...when you know there's no way to really change anything in your future? Knowing that something bad is going to happen to you and you might change into something you fear.

[ Of course even if it weren't for the alternate reality fiasco he'd changed into a monster before back home. He feels...so hopeless in not turning into a horrifying monster here that he's not sure what to do. Especially after what happened recently at the light festival. ]

Even if you prepare for it as best as you can... [ there's just no way a phrobiest can ever outrun turning into a monster, is there? Or...perhaps there is here. Which was the main point of all of this in the first place. ]

I'd like to ask if anyone has a power suppression collar, or something that can aid in power suppression. I'd be really grateful if you could message me about it.

[ He's sort of desperate and he's not sure if meditation will be enough. He wants to make sure...that if it happens again he can stop himself next time. ]

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[knightofcybertron]

Nothing that can help like in your own world. So then there is something that can help. [It's something, or at least a starting point.] Was it something that suppressed your powers in that world?

[mysophobic]

Yes in my world it's...a drug, like a tranquilizer, that inhibits our powers and often sedates us as well. But sometimes it doesn't work on stronger phrobiests.

[ He wonders if it'll work on that monstrous form of his... ]

[knightofcybertron]

It could be that they have sedatives here that will work for you, but that seems an awful life, living in a daze. I wish I could be more help on that front. Do you know what triggers it, your powers?

[He's trying to be helpful. He really is.]

[mysophobic]

[ It does sound...awful when he thinks about it. But if it's between that or changing into a monster he's not sure which would be worse. ]

Well we can control it however we want. But when I lose control it's usually do to...stress and being upset or angry.

[ Stress is the biggest culprit but lately he's been getting angry over certain things so he's not surprised it's gotten like this. ]

[knightofcybertron]

[Oh. Oh, this is something he has experience in. Millennia of it.]

Emotions are terrible things sometimes. I've seen people - good people - do some of the strangest things, good and bad, that they never would have done because of their emotions. I've been a victim of it myself in my time, and I don't know anyone who hasn't. If you would like, I may help you on that front.