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Shigeru 'beautiful cinnamon roll' Miyata ([personal profile] mysophobic) wrote in [community profile] riverview2018-01-14 10:16 am

(OPEN) anonymous text;

What do you do...when you know there's no way to really change anything in your future? Knowing that something bad is going to happen to you and you might change into something you fear.

[ Of course even if it weren't for the alternate reality fiasco he'd changed into a monster before back home. He feels...so hopeless in not turning into a horrifying monster here that he's not sure what to do. Especially after what happened recently at the light festival. ]

Even if you prepare for it as best as you can... [ there's just no way a phrobiest can ever outrun turning into a monster, is there? Or...perhaps there is here. Which was the main point of all of this in the first place. ]

I'd like to ask if anyone has a power suppression collar, or something that can aid in power suppression. I'd be really grateful if you could message me about it.

[ He's sort of desperate and he's not sure if meditation will be enough. He wants to make sure...that if it happens again he can stop himself next time. ]
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[personal profile] almightiness 2018-02-08 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ahh, that does sound complicated. I don't mean to sound like I have any full solution, or that I can entirely understand, but... I think you are a strong individual to even be able to talk about it. Surround yourself with people you trust to help when you're in your greatest need; there are a lot of citizens here who would like to use their abilities to aid you, I'm sure.