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bringbackgold) wrote in
riverview2018-04-17 08:52 pm
[ 5 ] video; un: @altin
[ He sounds like he's... been thinking, and he has been. There's something on his mind. A few things on his mind, actually. But there's a particular thought that sticks out. He lifts up his hand, and rests his chin in his palm. He tries not to fidget with the ring on his finger, so he just focuses hard on the camera. ]
Curious question. I've been here a year, and I realize, after all this time, that I am missing some people I never thought I would miss. In most ways, this place feels like home, but it's the absence of them that makes it not.
[ He's talking a lot for him, and he realizes it. So he gets suddenly very quiet for a few moments, before speaking again. ]
Still, I wouldn't trade it - being here. I'm genuinely happy. I want to make the most of my time here, still. Continue learning while I'm here. Getting good at what I was never good at.
[ He fidgets with his ring, and sits upright. ]
So I guess I want to know... What unexpected things have come to you while you're here?
Curious question. I've been here a year, and I realize, after all this time, that I am missing some people I never thought I would miss. In most ways, this place feels like home, but it's the absence of them that makes it not.
[ He's talking a lot for him, and he realizes it. So he gets suddenly very quiet for a few moments, before speaking again. ]
Still, I wouldn't trade it - being here. I'm genuinely happy. I want to make the most of my time here, still. Continue learning while I'm here. Getting good at what I was never good at.
[ He fidgets with his ring, and sits upright. ]
So I guess I want to know... What unexpected things have come to you while you're here?

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[ He likes to travel and be on his own..so he's a bit of a black sheep. ]
I prefer to live alone, though. Well, I used to. I live with my fiance now.
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Hooo, you're fiance, huh? That sounds nice.
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Yep. It was a nice surprise attached to this place.
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Hm, it is. I've always admired him, though. So I can't say it wasn't a hope before I got here.
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I'm glad the quarantine could make it happen for you, buddy! I'm really happy to be here, too. I think it's, like... it helped a lot of people get fresh starts, yanno?
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But... I can see why others wouldn't want to.
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[ He doesn't trust it. ]
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...Shit, now I'm nervous.
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[ It's hard not to overthink. ]
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...I'm gonna make sure I remember, if I go back. Even if I gotta take some type of pill, or something.
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[ He doesn't want to forget, either. ]
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Well, good luck on your engagement, for now, anyway. Let us know how things go!
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