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{ Vincent is taking a brisk walk - exercise is good for the mind and body, you know - looking less like the dapper British gent than usual. Modernity is creeping up on him and he is just the sort to embrace it, bit by bit. }

It really is a shame servants can't be employed here - or am I wrong? Is it more a question of price? I can understand wanting to be well-compensated. I always thought I was an easy Master -

{ Ha ha ha. No. }

There is nothing wrong with living an exciting life. { What are you even trying to say, Vincent. } I don't think I've ever lived so peacefully or so...independently. I'm afraid it's going to my head.

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[It's cozy though, 'Ciel' likes that. It's a place he wanted, as himself, rather than who he seems.]

I'm content.

[YOU TELL HIM, YOU WERE THERE.]

Interesting how?

{ Yet you still call yourself Ciel. Child. }

Completely? You want for nothing more?

{ What's that like? }

You must take after your mother. I thought one of you might.

I'm comfortable, I have people who care about me, a thriving business. If I want more, I have the means to acquire it.

[It's called being happy, dad.]

I'm sure that must have been obvious when my asthma started.

We should go out for dinner.

{ Because that, in no way, has anything to do with their conversation. He just feels like it's a good idea. }

Physically, yes, but emotionally, mentally...

It's cute.

[Well, that's certainly disarming.]

I-

Ah, I suppose that might be nice?

[He shifts a bit.]

It's always been obvious that I wasn't as outgoing as him. We've only ever looked the same.

It will be. My treat. { He needs to know this little son of his better. } Everyone is different - I wouldn't expect you to be the same - and there is no shame in it. But I do...feel concern...for you, standing on your own. It was never supposed to be like that.

[He'll find the younger twin hasn't changed much. Except hating himself even more.]

I've managed. Gramp has been a part of my household the entire time and I started Funtom entirely on my own.

{ That needs to be addressed too. }

And Victoria has been...ah...playing nice?

[Good luck.]

As nice as she's capable of. She had me framed for murder.

Sounds like a normal day for her! { He tries to sound bright and easy, but that's even beyond him. } You have to focus on yourself. She gives orders, you follow them as best as you can, but never lose sight of your safety. If it feels like a trap, run.

[He blinks and stares for a moment, then shakes his head.]

My safety doesn't matter. I've been trying to draw the eye of the people who attacked the manor that day. I want them to try again. [Wanted them too, anyway.]

Your safety doesn't matter? { His expression falls. } It matters to me. I am proud of you for drawing their attention. I wish I could be there to meet them with you.

It never did. [Years of self loathing actually leaves him a little unprepared for that. He just shakes his head though.]

Only one of us really mattered. And it wasn't the sickly child, too weak for the Watchdog's duties.

Then that was my failing. { Did he spend too much time with Ciel? There was so much to cover and it wasn't like the Queen kept him idle. }

That isn't how I ever saw you.

[Maybe a bit but the younger twin learned to deal with it. Mostly.]

Everyone else did though.

Society isn't kind. Rules are established and it's all rather...stupid. { His lips curve, dangerous. } I feared if I prepared you both for the role and broke the standards, you would fight.

When did the two of us ever fight? Even knowing I was just... his spare, I never took anything out on him. It hardly mattered in the end though.

He was more like me. He might have turned on you. { Loyalty was decided very oddly for them and if there was an upset, nothing was a given. } As long as you weren't competition, he was enthusiastic to protect you.

He hated to be alone or to risk losing me. He wouldn't have. [He can say that, at least, with absolute certainty.]

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When a dog smells blood, what do they do? { Weaknesses like brotherly love are dangerous. } If you had threatened his position, it might have been different. I didn't want to risk putting you - my sons - in such a position.

Depends on the dog. [Sharks might have been the better analogy.]

I think you might have underestimated how close we were or his devotion to me. He would never have hurt me.

We are guard-dogs. { They're not lapdogs or friendly companions. }

The possibility occurred to me, that is all. { Ambition is a monster that hungers and hungers. } I'm sorry he was taken from you.

I'm aware.

[He gives just a little shrug of his shoulders, trying to see unbothered. Even if it will never stop aching.] It should never have happened to him.

We should find some horses and enjoy the scenery. { Seeing his little boy uncomfortable doesn't make him happy. } I would like to celebrate your Asthma improving.

[Good distraction, dad.]

Ah- it hasn't really improved. I just have a better method of handling it thanks to Doctor Crusher.

We may have trouble since we really only have inside the walls to explore.

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