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Eddie Thawne ([personal profile] causational) wrote in [community profile] riverview2018-04-24 06:42 pm

@det.prettyboy; text

Hey everyone! I don't post on here super often, but I've been laid up for a week now and I'm going a little crazy. Total cabin fever.

I used to see forums like this on the internet back home, and I thought it might be kind of fun here too, so I thought I'd give it a try, because reading those forums was always a lot of fun.

So, Crowd-Sourced Relationship Advice!

I turned on anonymous posting on here, so you can make a fake username and submit a description of a problem that you're having in your relationships, either romantic or at work or whatever, and other anonymous people can give you advice!

Or you can stay logged in on your real account. Up to you!
killthepast: UNMASKED; TLJ (easycompany-starwarstlj-652)

different <anon>

[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Rey, this is so utterly specific to the argument they've already had, that he knows it's you. And he isn't sure how many more times he can repeat his side. ]

This is why I stopped speaking with you. Not because I "wanted to make you choose" me over your friends. Because you've already made up your mind about me, and nothing I can say short of "You're right about everything and I renounce my evil ways" will make you stop repeating this story.
talentedscavenger: (Back turned)

original anon

[personal profile] talentedscavenger 2018-04-30 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[....She know its you and she hates how NOW of all times, he decides to 'talk' to her.]

Now you want to speak to me? Of all places here.

You don't know know what's in my head anymore, or what I've been feeling.

The "story" I'm telling here, didn't mention good or evil, nothing. Just two people who were friends, and a choice was made and now we're not friends.
killthepast: UNMASKED; TLJ (0665)

[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm speaking up now, because I see you telling the same story we already fought over, as if you've forgotten every single thing I said to you.

I already told you, repeatedly, that it wasn't about me or your friends. And I'm not going to entertain this conversation anymore, because it's clear enough that nothing I say has sunk in, or will sink in.

Perhaps if you learned to listen, you wouldn't find yourself with such troubles.
talentedscavenger: (Caught between)

[personal profile] talentedscavenger 2018-04-30 03:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The same can be true for you; you've forgotten what I told you.

And I've told you that I was sorry for what happened. That I didn't know and how I feel about you. I apologized and I have kept my distance, or tried to.

Again, it's on me. Not on you, or that we both had had a hand in this. We gave each other the power to hurt one another, and you damn well know I never wanted to hurt you.
killthepast: UNMASKED; TROS (0931)

[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
And yet here you are, again making it out as if I was the only one to issue intolerable ultimatums.

[ He still hasn't forgotten her assumption, when they argued here, that he could either join the Resistance or be a villain or a coward. As to the last part: ]

WELL YOU HAVE A FUNNY WAY OF SHOWING IT!!!!

[ KYLO. CHILL.

...

As if his identity wasn't painfully obvious as it is, now it's EXTRA OBVIOUS with that capslock of rage. ]
Edited 2018-04-30 16:01 (UTC)
talentedscavenger: (Rain)

[personal profile] talentedscavenger 2018-04-30 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I have acknowledged my part in this. I've apologized--again, and again. Can you say you've done the same?

[...This isn't getting them anywhere, and it's bound to be obvious who they are in all this.]

The notes you gave me when I sick, I still have them. I could've burned them, but I haven't. I wanted to keep something of you that made me happy!

I've left you alone as you wanted!

What more do you want of me?
killthepast: UNMASKED; TROS (799)

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[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's a good argument, when he wanted me to choose him over my friends."

Brimming with acknowledgement, I see.


[ Like, that's his gripe here. That's why he chose to speak up at all. He wants her to stop telling a version of events to others that they already had it out over before, not retread the same argument. ]
killthepast: UNMASKED; TLJ (easycompany-starwarstlj-281)

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[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The mention of the notes gives him pause, though. It does tamper down some of his anger.

Of course, since he's Kylo Ren, he has an immediate impulse to ruin it. To tell her that she should burn the damn things, and with it, her vision of a Ben Solo who no longer exists.

But he can't bring himself to send that message. ]


Nothing.

I hope my notes are of some practical use to you.
talentedscavenger: (Rain)

[personal profile] talentedscavenger 2018-04-30 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I made a mistake then, one I'll happily own up to! But to me, that is the moment where everything fell apart.

[When choices were made--when lives had to be saved. Is she going to apologize for it? No, because she did the right thing. She couldn't let Poe and Finn die on Crait.]

I don't read the notes for practicality. I look over them and think about when you visited me in the hospital, and how I thought were friends.

Go back to ignoring me. The door's locked now.
Edited 2018-04-30 16:31 (UTC)
killthepast: UNMASKED; TFA (kylo0126_zps871lkbvd)

[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He... hasn't asked her to apologize for that. And he isn't so stupid that he can't read between the lines of everything she says to and about him-- everything she's been saying since Crait-- despite her talk of wanting to salvage the remains of their friendship.

It's becoming easier and easier to harden his heart to her these days. ]


To you, I'll always be a monster, or a broken boy to fix.

I refuse to be either of those things for you. Goodbye.
fhux: (17.)

[not here]

[personal profile] fhux 2018-04-30 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... There is only one person in any possible universe who types like that. At first Hux was just browsing to pass the time but, well. Now he's invested in stalking. ]
killthepast: UNMASKED; TLJ (0694)

[not here]

[personal profile] killthepast 2018-04-30 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ what no GO AWAY HUX ]
fhux: (86.)

[not here]

[personal profile] fhux 2018-04-30 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ TOO LATE, THE COGS ARE TURNING. ]